apollo - dear family كلمات الأغنية
[verse]
dear family
i’m coming to terms
i can’t let somebody take in the lesson
don’t wanna be taking it first
they keep on asking me questions
like why i’m depressed and it’s making it worse
i need to vent to somebody
and tried everything up to making it work
i’d rather die than be left to the herd
i’ve been singing my suicide
this rap sh-t is do or die
i receive messages, kids tell me daily “i’m glad i keep you alive”
i could keep myself afloat
i feel lost in the sea, bull of hoes in the boat
i just wanna feel peace, wanna feel me
i just wanna believe i felt normal before
this ain’t how i envisioned it
i thought i sign and things would be different
yeah, i guess the both of us wrong
i wrote these songs about k!lling myself
and i let the whole world sing along
i never make it, then all of my business is out in the open
after i’m gone
yeah, i’m tired of playing the victim
tired of having anxiety crippling
tired of explaining depression to people
who stuck in the system and won’t even listen
i’m tired of overthinking every aspect, the bomb
and they don’t give a f-ck and it’s sickening
tired of living in hope there’s a god
and my family can feel me whenever i visit
i’m sorry
[outro]
i’m sorry
-crying-
-gun click-
-phone ring-
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