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cleaning out my closet
(originally by eminem)

when i was 10, sh-t, i believed i could fly
i would just flap my f-cking arms and meet with the sky
and in my mind i would invision i was speaking with god
and then i chop his f-cking fist off and beat him with mine
but this is just a f-cking portion of the war with my mind
so i’m a take you f-ckers back into the vortex of time
when i was 7 invision me at the bottom of stairs
and i silently swear that this is the truth no falacy here
see i was young man i was just a toddler a kid
and he wasn’t the first to successfully try what he did
he took me to the bas-m-nt and acted the lights would be cut
he whipped it out in sight of my eyes and forced his c-ck through my gut
see it was weird because i felt that i was losing my mind
and then it happened like it happened like milions of times
and i would swear that i would tell but then they’d think i was lying
and now the power that he held was like a beacon in mine
so now i got used to it, i put up with the sh-t
and now my hate was so organicly eruptive and sh-t
but this is nothing ’cause i guess he told his friend what he do
and they ate it up sh-t i was like a buffet for 2
and then it happened then at home where everybody f-cking knew
and they ain’t do sh-t but f-cking blame it on youth
i’m sorry mom but i really used to blame it on you
but even you by then wouldn’t know what to do
and now it happened so often that he was getting particular
and i morse yea every time i worked in my speed and ventricular
one night he came home and i was asleep in my bed
he climbed on top of me and forced himself between my legs
he told me
“hey ray, i see you like them popsicle sticks
so put your mouth on my d-ck and suck and swallow the spit”
and i was confused by i was scared so i did what he said
i had no idea the affect it would have on my head
my heart was pumping it was stumping with like tons of my fear
imagine being 17 and c-m be in your underwear
i know it’s nasty but sometimes i’d even bleed from my b-tt
disgusting right, now let that feeling ring through your guts
i thought of offing myself i thought of killing these n-gg-s
wanted to take a f-cking brick and push their teeth through their liver
wanted to smash like the f-cking world and burn it’s leftover but
wanted to rip it out and just f-cking step on my heart
then i grew up and i wasn’t within a reach of these men
but that didn’t keep out of motherf-cking reach of my sin
and psychologically i was just as f-cked as they come
i was confused i had to prove i wasn’t f-cked from the jump
i was afraid of myself i had no love for myself
i tried to kill i tried to hide i tried to run from myself
there was a point in my life where i didn’t like who i was
so i create the other people i would try to become
since you already came in the plate and with as scarred as i was
i was extremely scared of men so i start liking girls
i started starving myself f-cked up my bodily health
i didn’t want to be attractive to n-body else
i didn’t want the appeal wanted to stump my own growth
but there’s a f-cking reason behind every scarr that i show
i never got to be a kid so that’s as far as i grow
my mental state is out of date and that’s how far as i know
my biggest problem was fear what being fearful could do
it made me run it made me hide it made me scared of the truth
i’m not deranged anymore i’m not the same anymore
i mean i’m sane but i’m insane but not the same as before
i had to deal with my sh-t i had to look at my truth
to understand that to grow you gotta look at your root
i had to cut off the dead i had to make myself proud
and i’m just standing breathing living proof look at me now
i made it through everything i made you look like a clown
i’m f-cking great can’t f-cking hate you n-gg- look at me now
and i’m just saying this to tell you there’s a way from the ground
the makings of a legend is often hiden in th-rns
so just move on and just be strong and just accept what you can
because it makes your story better when you read it, the end
that’s the story of every scar that i show
i made it out this a mean n-body’s goten before
i had to open my wounds i had to bleed till i stop
thanks for joining me here as i cleaned out my closet
i said i opened my wounds i had to bleed till i stop
thanks for joining me here as i cleaned out my closet

- angel haze

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