agxny - teen suicide pt. ii كلمات الأغنية
[part i]
(chorus)
yeah – look me in my eyes – who am i?
another suicide – i’m sippin’ cyanide
i’ll try to take my life another time
you left behind – my daddy couldn’t say goodbye
i’m buried in a suit and tie
‘cos i said i was fine
when i was barely scr-ping by
(verse 1)
who am i now? just another statistic
hiding in the dark while i keep my distance
i could end the pain – do it all – it’s instant
been a long time since my head been missing
don’t mean to romanticise it
not my fault i fantasise it
truth is – thoughts are agonising
mind gone – i don’t recognise it
no – like i’m a stranger – life in danger
i don’t want no conversation
please don’t ask for my location
i don’t ever wanna say sh-t
i’ll just take my medication
i don’t ever wanna face it
after everything i’ve taken
know my head don’t even make sense
yeah – i’ve been on the f-cking fence
dying occupy my head
breathe a sigh and think of death
no less – take a breathe
i might hide – there’s nothing left
i might cry when i confess
suicide will be my rest – no
(chorus)
look me in my eyes – who am i?
another suicide – i’m sippin’ cyanide
i’ll try to take my life another time
you left behind – my daddy couldn’t say goodbye
i’m buried in a suit and tie
‘cos i said i was fine
when i was barely scr-ping by
(verse 2)
yeah – and i know that you’ll forget me soon enough
the memory just drift like dust
and i’ve been coping long enough
i do not trust – i’m giving up
and yeah – just know you couldn’t save me
reaper take me – my world quaking
dying slow – my body blazing
(bridge)
look me in my eyes
who am i?
a teenage suicide
look me in my eyes
who am i?
a teenage suicide
look me in my eyes
who am i?
a teenage suicide
look me in my eyes
who am i?
a teenage suicide
[part ii]
(verse 1)
why you try living with a soul so cracked?
when one bad decision put a knife in your back
and you’re not forgiven and free to attack
so now you been slippin’ and pay for a bag
run a warm bath – cos’ the demons i attract – too bad
have a look at my past – when my heart go flat
and i’ve been feeling f-cking sick
and i’ve been feeling f-cking trapped
i’ma steal a f-cking whip – and i’ma run the f-cking gas
what you really know about me?
dry blood stains on my ripped black jeans
that’s me – i’m beat – no sleep – all week
i need codeine – that sh-t ain’t cheap – ain’t free
i’m not a person that you should be trusting
and i’m not a person you wan’ fall in love with
i feel undeserving and scared i’ll feel nothing
i feel i have curses that burdened upon me
yeah – when i’m this low i stay lonely
i don’t wanna f-cking od
not again – i’m losing friends
and no one cares – they unaware
and when i need them – no one there
but at my wrists – they f-cking stare
i’ve had enough of this nightmare
i’ll find a rope and find a chair
(chorus)
i’ve been swimming in the deep end
get f-cked up – forget my weekend
take my time to find a meaning
suicide without a reason
i’ve been swimming in the deep end
get f-cked up – forget my weekend
take my time to find a meaning
suicide without a reason
(verse 2)
ain’t no reason – eyy
feel the cold – so freezing – eyy
i’ma rest in peace and – lay
feeling free up in my grave
death the destination
get there fast – i’m so impatient
god is dead but you’re still praying
when i crush it up and take it – that i’ll make it
no – it’s a waste of d-mn time
and i cannot face it – so gaze to the light
and feel no remorse or regret in the slight
i feel like my mood will forever decline
yeah – and i’m stuck up in a spiral
thoughts of anger and denial
make me feel as if on trial
with the thoughts so godd-mn vile
(chorus)
i’ve been swimming in the deep end
get f-cked up – forget my weekend
take my time to find a meaning
suicide without a reason
i’ve been swimming in the deep end
get f-cked up – forget my weekend
take my time to find a meaning
suicide without a reason
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