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adyb - reminiscing lyrics
[verse 1]
i come from the struggle
rock bottom no handouts b-tch
the only thing we had was hope
we kept them candles lit
nothing in the kitchen
sleep for dinner but never b-tching
shop lifting, listen
i started smoking at an early age
blurry vision i’m reminiscing that purple haze
was on a mission
always felt like something was missing
i was 13 when i started questioning religion
still doubting satan’s existence, blatantly fearless
never asked n-body for forgiveness
my decisions were self explanatory
wake up early, trapping late was mandatory
a man of value or success?
i’m trynna get the shmoney
means i’ll never get to rest
been real since they cut
the umbilical cord back in ’98
and still in this mindstate, for real
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sitting in my room homie i reminisce
love where i’m from and i’m never gonna ever forget
the days when i was down, know i had to light a spliff
still in this mentality know it’s hard to switch
[verse 2]
steady grinding, an adolescent seeking
just understanding and guidance
‘fore reaching eternal silence
idolizing majorly negative idols
local dealers my homies
while brothers turned into rivals
a mad cycle, p-ssy had me suicidal
and i’d’ve done anything for the purpose of survival
flipped more than a dime but no weight
no waiting knowing that diamonds could wait
i could’ve k!lled maybe, but i did it or the fam
didn’t like the thought of bein locked up in the pen
mom would rather see me in my room holding a pen
or in the kitchen, water sippin, frying chicken in a pan
maybe touring in j-pan or maybe rolling in a benz
popping percocets or maybe purchasing -ssets
always felt like i had to work a little harder
than the next one, just to get a little farther
and every chick that i liked would only f-ck with a baller
crooked, i came up in this f-cking house to slaughter
quiet kid, at least the kush i blew was louder
glad i never got to snorting any lines of powder
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[verse 3]
you live a good life still try to make an acquaintance
with complications we facing on a daily basis
live in different locations but still
try to come and hang occasionally
the homies in the projects wait impatiently
for you to understand it ain’t the place to be
no complaints we survive with basic amenities
never frantic b, uh at war feeling sh-ll shocked
see everybody hard until them sh-lls pop
don’t got no kind of trust
the ones that’s closest to you’ll be the ones to set you up
the people who claim to love you’s the ones who’ll get you hurt
imperil you, if you street dumb they’ll get you murked
see these b-tches is trifling they could get you burned
tables turn, bridges burn, you live and learn
determined to make it homie no hesitation
the wholes in the socks and drawers my motivation
momma working
i can’t believe we still out here trapping and hustling
i keep asking myself is that hit even worth it
someone please wake me up i’m dreaming
lucid and lucy screaming
i’m steady ducking my demons
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