admit - my sun كلمات الأغنية
[verse 1]
i’m not getting smarter, it’s just getting harder
it feels like the knife in my back only getting sharper
you are still my light, without you the room is getting darker
the pain doesn’t fade away, it’s just getting older
the curses i’m wishing for myself don’t get softer
each curse in its turn, comes in alphabetic order
i’m not under pressure but the pressure is on there
somehow i still hope that someday we gonna be partners
but it’s all fake, all lies, all done
it’s still breaking me that i’m not the one
you are a snake, but a beautiful one
i’m only “awake” when i see you, you are my sun
i’m somehow always in this fight, and i’m always losing
i’m assuming that i’m improving and that i should keep moving
i wonder what i’m doing, and if i’m choosing to keep going
when she is abusing my confusion and forgets that i am a human
but no
she is perfect, it’s not her fault
all the feeling i thought we had, were false
i loved those periods, but they were too short
all the times i agreed with you, i felt like i was forced
i resign, your mood controlled mine
i was so happy when i saw you, like a gold mine
a whole line of people that been through what i did
but some how i feel like my story is undivided
she provided only lies and i ate it
i think about what i decided and i hate it
you weren’t even excited and i was afraid of it
i was misguided, by myself, i created it
no beat in the world could hype me as she did
it felt like i was fighting with myself in all the times we did
she was exactly what i was needed and unimpeded i just proceeded
and that preceded the saddest period of my life
yes i thought you gonna be my wife, someday somehow
every day i saw you was a holyday, so wow
and out of nowhere you wanted to run away, and end it now
and i’m blaming myself, another day, another “how?”
i felt it in my chest. i wasn’t even depressed
i was impressed that i’m so obsessed to see you after you left
i was a mess, never blessed and the effect is still here
it’s not clear if the end is near, but the fear comes with the tears
[break]
it was…
it…
ok
[verse 2]
it was summer. but still, you were everything
you were sparkling, and you didn’t need any ring
to be with you for another minute i would do anything
all the love words i told you disappeared in the wind
so i rap and i sing, did you even care?
when i messaged you, were you even there?
you said you are leaving, you did not say where
i didn’t dare, it wasn’t fair, i needed you more than breathing the air
it wasn’t impressive, i was so pathetic
it wasn’t the objective to be too empathetic
i wasn’t a detective but i found you attractive
i was possessive, i aimed for the stars and got patrick
it was a massive mistake, i would do whatever it takes
our fight was like me vs dragons, i imagined it and it breaks
it was natural but fake, i was a believer without faith
i heard it like a thunder when u said you wanna break
it’s done, you left, and i can’t go back in time
it was fun, except for the fact that you smashing and it chimes
i guess you won, it did affect, i lack rhymes
talk to me with a strange tone, like we never met, oh my
i’m shy, but i would dance if everyone who moves dies
like the sun i can’t look you in the eyes
the time flies, my hope dies
the old me cries, well i am now, i can’t lie
i’m so sorry for myself that i acted so stupid
i couldn’t breathe like i went diving not suited
i know i should have stopped, it was ruined and i was wounded
my brain told me to stop, but i guess my brain was muted
it was so hard that i cried at night
the future wasn’t bright i tried to fight but it just wasn’t right
like left and right and black and white
we were opposites, but still, i thought that it might be ok
i lost my way, i tried and fail, i needed toriel
to guide me in these ruins, its undertale
my hopes and dreams are on sale, they are on the sail
to go away, and i’ll never find a trail to take them back to myself
if you are a young male who wants to jump to this sea
without knowing how to sail, just wait and see
there are millions of fish who waits for you to know what you’re doing
don’t try to enter this fight when you know you gonna lose and…
good luck
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