386juno - number 4 كلمات أغنية
i felt it snap before i heard the crack
grass in my mouth, taste of blood and fear
the stadium went silent then came back too loud
somebody screaming my name like a prayer
they carried me off on a stretcher, lights burning holes
in my vision, in my future, in everything i’d planned
university of florida fading with the pain
with the morphine
with my spine
number 4 when i should’ve been 11
broke my back before i could get to heaven
lost it all on that field in thе noise
i’m just a ghost wearing someonе else’s jersey
the demons won’t stop talking
they know my name
daytona nights smell like salt and gasoline
thunder rolls in from the water like it’s hunting me
i walk these streets at 2am, can’t sleep through the ache
every car that passes sounds like my bones breaking again
the ocean keeps crashing, indifferent and cold
it doesn’t care about scholarships or boys who fall
i’m drowning on dry land
breathing but
number 4 when i should’ve been 11
broke my back before i could get to heaven
lost it all on that field in the noise
i’m just a ghost wearing someone else’s jersey
the demons won’t stop talking
they know where i live
then mi’ka said my real name
not the one on the roster, the one underneath
and freya cried at 3 in the morning
her small hands pulling me back from the edge
i fight now, not for glory but for them
for breakfast and bedtime and being present
for staying
i’m so tired of being broken!
i’m so sick of the replays in my head!
but i won’t let this be the ending!
i won’t!
number 4 but i’m finding my 11
built a new life from the wreckage of heaven
i lost it all but i’m standing in the noise
no longer a ghost
i’m somebody’s father
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