10k artist - forever كلمات الأغنية
[verse 1]
aight, look
looking to the lord like i got to know
how much more time has it really got to go?
it’s been 18 months, i’m still on my own
i’m still hoping i see your name on my phone
when it rings, but it isn’t
then it stings, and i’m wishing
that to see you, i could just go into the kitchen
but instead, i’m just sat here reminiscing
like woah
did god really have to take you home?
like no
you didn’t even get to see your grandkids grow
the kids have picked out a star and they say it’s you
but look, that’s the centre of my issue
i know they talk about you ’cause they miss you
but i’m still hurt that the doc couldn’t fix you
yeah, yeah
people telling me to turn to my faith
but to me, the devil just promised me pain
so i prayed to god and he took my mum away
people wonder why i feel alone in this place
but i keep it together and i stand up straight
with my hands together so he hears me pray
because there is so much truth in it when i say, that i…
[verse 2]
mum, if you are looking to check on me
i’m sorry for my actions, they’re not strong of me
but i don’t get why you don’t belong with me
they say it gets better with time, how wrong they’ve been
the more days that go by, the more it hurts
i start feeling stronger, then i feel worse
am i being punished? is this what i deserve?
because i feel like i’ve been trapped in a curse
reoccurring dreams became my reality
depression went deep then turned to insanity
nothing is worse than losing your family
so, please explain why this is happening
i stare at the stars at night imagining
what it would be like if there was no gravity
i could float up to you, but that’s just fantasy
i thought of ending it, but i knew you’d be mad at me
i guess this is life now, here i will stay
walking down the street tryna to hide the pain
praying that soon, there is gonna be a change
’cause i can’t continue in this state
people wonder why i feel alone in this place
but i keep it together and i stand up straight
with my hands together so he hears me pray
because there is so much truth in it when i say, that i…
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